IT OVERTAKES ME

Chyna | 20 | (say hello)

I dont have money for this…dont worry.

I dont have money for this…dont worry.


I DONT CARE IF HER HEAD IAS BANGING AGAIUNST THE WALLLLL

I DONT CARE IF HER HEAD IAS BANGING AGAIUNST THE WALLLLL


EDGARD - THE GREAT ENABLER.

EDGARD - THE GREAT ENABLER.


My love is home. This is our night. The end.

My love is home. This is our night. The end.


I can’t fucking stop laughing…hahahahahah. I CAN’T HANDLE IT.


Just made my hair a deeper red. The lighting isn’t very good, but at least you got a topless Tuesday out of it.
Saturday night was okay. My boyfriend’s band played last at some small bar and I was supposed to be the DD for my drunk father who humiliated us in public. The weekend turned really sour and I’m glad I came back to Grand Rapids at 6 AM to sleep while listening to gypsy music on the way home with Aladin.
I seriously don’t know what I would do without Aladin. He’s been seeing every ugly side of me/my life lately and holding me while I melt down or taking me out for a walk downtown if I’ve isolated myself all day - even it’s at 1 AM and he has to work at 8 AM. I’ve been losing my mind the past couple of days, as much as I hate to admit it. I have everything I’ve ever wanted or needed, and more than I could ever have imagined when I was 19, which wasn’t even that long ago. We’ve been arguing here and there in the isles of Walmart and such, but after 5 minutes of silent treatment we can’t even look at each other without smiling and just end up laughing at each other. 
I’ve realized how difficult I am to be around sometimes and him sticking by me means a great deal. I give him so much credit. He is such an amazing person.
I need to stop being married for awhile, though. I really need some girl time ASAP. Plus, I’m kind of a bad house wife - he’s been making great breakfasts and dinners. I just kind of take the tea kettle off of the burner when he forgets about it and it whistles too loud. 
No, but for real - I haven’t seen a lot of people in too long…get a hold of me?

Just made my hair a deeper red. The lighting isn’t very good, but at least you got a topless Tuesday out of it.

Saturday night was okay. My boyfriend’s band played last at some small bar and I was supposed to be the DD for my drunk father who humiliated us in public. The weekend turned really sour and I’m glad I came back to Grand Rapids at 6 AM to sleep while listening to gypsy music on the way home with Aladin.

I seriously don’t know what I would do without Aladin. He’s been seeing every ugly side of me/my life lately and holding me while I melt down or taking me out for a walk downtown if I’ve isolated myself all day - even it’s at 1 AM and he has to work at 8 AM. I’ve been losing my mind the past couple of days, as much as I hate to admit it. I have everything I’ve ever wanted or needed, and more than I could ever have imagined when I was 19, which wasn’t even that long ago. We’ve been arguing here and there in the isles of Walmart and such, but after 5 minutes of silent treatment we can’t even look at each other without smiling and just end up laughing at each other. 

I’ve realized how difficult I am to be around sometimes and him sticking by me means a great deal. I give him so much credit. He is such an amazing person.

I need to stop being married for awhile, though. I really need some girl time ASAP. Plus, I’m kind of a bad house wife - he’s been making great breakfasts and dinners. I just kind of take the tea kettle off of the burner when he forgets about it and it whistles too loud. 

No, but for real - I haven’t seen a lot of people in too long…get a hold of me?


I absolutely love this song.

but mostly because one night Aladin got drunk and I was driving us home in his Jag and he cranked this and sang it to me. So hilarious, omg. I will never forget this…great times.


Being at my parents’ house always makes me sit in my old bedroom while I’m tired as hell and listen to Regina Spektor. I’m getting a headache so I should probably sleeeeeeeeep!
Tomorrow night my brother’s band AND Aladin’s band are playing at 2 separate bars. We’ll see how that goes. I think it will be a great night. :)
Tonight I smoked a cigarette and played the tambourine WHILE hooping. All at the same time. I’m proud!
Oh, & I love cider. Laku noc!

Being at my parents’ house always makes me sit in my old bedroom while I’m tired as hell and listen to Regina Spektor. I’m getting a headache so I should probably sleeeeeeeeep!

Tomorrow night my brother’s band AND Aladin’s band are playing at 2 separate bars. We’ll see how that goes. I think it will be a great night. :)

Tonight I smoked a cigarette and played the tambourine WHILE hooping. All at the same time. I’m proud!

Oh, & I love cider. Laku noc!


Guinness Extra Stout?
My dad just looks at me and my beer and goes “KILL IT CHYNA!”
…& he won’t be a proud father if i dont.

Guinness Extra Stout?

My dad just looks at me and my beer and goes “KILL IT CHYNA!”

…& he won’t be a proud father if i dont.


Too much badassery after bowling league.
Oh, bowling league. I impulsively joined a country bowling league over night and I’ll be going every Tuesday until December to kick ass.
Steve is on the right (my bowling partner) and my fine boyf is on the left.
How did I get lucky for once?

Too much badassery after bowling league.

Oh, bowling league. I impulsively joined a country bowling league over night and I’ll be going every Tuesday until December to kick ass.

Steve is on the right (my bowling partner) and my fine boyf is on the left.

How did I get lucky for once?


This is my buddy Steve, and starting tomorrow we are bowling buddies in a bowling league every Tuesday night.
We’re so badass. There will be photos.
“You can watch me drink beer and I’ll buy you a Sprite.”

This is my buddy Steve, and starting tomorrow we are bowling buddies in a bowling league every Tuesday night.

We’re so badass. There will be photos.

“You can watch me drink beer and I’ll buy you a Sprite.”


This is my Saturday night “cheers!”
If there’s one thing you should know about me, I absolutely love beer. I’m so my father’s son. 
Waiting for my boyf to get home so we can go to the bar and see our friends play…

This is my Saturday night “cheers!”

If there’s one thing you should know about me, I absolutely love beer. I’m so my father’s son. 

Waiting for my boyf to get home so we can go to the bar and see our friends play…


Sep 11th at 7PM / tagged: not complaining. / Notes
IDK WHY MY HAIR IS SO WAVY/CURLY TODAY.

IDK WHY MY HAIR IS SO WAVY/CURLY TODAY.


Sep 11th at 6PM / 3 notes

House of Wolves hoop dance! My spirits have risen a bit since earlier.


Sep 11th at 1PM / 2,060 notes
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